Thank you for asking me to share my life changing experience at
btc#3.  i hope this will be fine & all is well with you & yours.
 
I guess i need to give a brief history of what i was like before
i went to btc. that way i hope you can understand the life change in me.

Well, to begin with i  labeled my self a submissive and that is what i
believed, that is what i felt my nature was. You might say my destiny.   Deep
down i wasn't sure where i belonged.  When I first got into BDSM i knew i was
submissive that was fore sure.  i didn't know how to title myself. So as time
passed, i considered the  title boy.  It felt good for a while.

              Then deep down i didn't felt i was a boy. Then i began to call
my self a slave,for some reason it felt much better. Again the title of slave
felt good but a slave need someone to serve.  my roommate Eddie and i talk
and He was just getting interested in exploring the DOM. side of BDSM .  W/we
decided to try a Master/slave relationship. As time passed we took on a
Master/slave relationship, nothing but an oral understanding guided our
relationship & a lot of communications.  As we were both new to BDSM, W/we
learned. i had a tendency to move faster that He did in my exploration of my
"slave "  attitude /role.  this was causing some friction.  i want him to
treat me in a manner he didn't  understand as He was trying to understand he
own Dominance inside Himself.   i had locked myself in the title "slave",
even that didn't felt total right deep with in me.  This was the easy part as
i used my hindsight to see the real me. Hindsight being 20/20.

After btc# 3:
                 To let you know it was very hard for me.  i had to break the
title "slave" i imposed on me.  i learned about how titles can trap a person
and stifle them, can break relationships, can hurt not only the one whom has
been trapped but also the personnel relationships, between Master/slave ,
Mistress/submissive , Daddy/ boy.

For me this lesson came with a lot of  hard pain,
and not the enjoyable type, that cut into ones heart because i  myself had to
look at the real Robert E Young .   This lesson has left a scar that will
never heal as it has taught me who i really am nor do i want it to heal.

i clearly can defined me now,  in percentages.
i am 75% slave because  i first love to serve.  i am 20% boy as i will also
need that Daddy to look up to & hold me when i am hurting inside.  i am 5 %
puppy as i love to have fun & play.  We have many facets to our lives as i
discovered at btc#3.  It has showed me how very lucky i am to have such a
wonderful Master as is Master Eddie to Love, to Serve, to Obey.   i guess the
purpose  in writing this is to reach out to others whom are new to BDSM whom
are feeling lost, unsure of the titles they will feel comfortable with and
those whom feel trapped by A title.  i know as with me there are more to each
of us than just one title. For me it took btc#3 , fellow boys/boi and caring
DOM facality, to learn a most difficult and Life changing  lesson.

 I would personal thank All the facility & my fellow leather boy/boi for  part my lesson learned.
i want  to personelly thank Master Eddie for His support in my attendence of btc#3 & for
your gift my rings.

Respected subbmitted
 
MLBeartwstdboy(bob young)