The time came.... my 90-day contract coming to an end. W/we would either part ways, or i would become fully collared. W/we all knew it wasn't ending. Master decided that He would mark me with a brand. He wanted it to be something special between us. The decision was to copy the phoenix tattoo He has on His arm, putting it on the small of my back.

i had just watched Master do a brand at the demo in Austin. It looked painful. Master said mine would be deeper so it would be more prominent. Needless to say, i was a bit nervous. The joy and pride i felt at that point, knowing that i would carry His mark! No matter how bad it hurt, i would not turn back for anything.

i had to stand, so it would look right. Trying to get focused, not knowing what to expect...then He drew the first line. It was very intense! As long as He did short lines, it was pretty bearable. my knees wobbled a couple times. Once or twice, on long lines, i thought my legs would give out. Master was concerned i would move too much, causing Him to make a mistake, so The other slave came over and held me, letting me lean on her. That helped immensely, while feeling the connection W/we all three had from that point on. i truly felt part of the family at that moment.

Yes, it was painful. A constant reminder of who i serve. The discomfort lasted about a week and a half. Now at 2 weeks time, it only hurts when i sit in the car, it gets hit or scratched, or when i first lay on my back in bed. The scabs are starting to come off, and it itches a bit.

Master is not finished, needing to do some more work on the wings. i'm so very anxious to see what He has planned. He also plans to go over it 2 or 3 more times so it will be a very visible brand. i relish in the fact that the pain i am enduring is from O/our bond as Master and slave.

Now to find some backless tops to show it off!!

rayna
slave to Lord Prophett, House of Darkwatch